Freakeh

I haven't been online in so long D: I suck D: I'm moving house soon, so we've been buying new house-hold items and appliances ^^ also pillows =D and things like that. You never know how much you need to just -live- until you need to buy everything all over again. When I'm not preparing for that, I spend free time drawing manga. :3 it's a latest project I wanted to do even though I know my art sucks Ox I -must- follow my update schedule faithfully otherwise I know that if I miss even one day of drawing when I was supposed to be that I will become lazy and give up. So not much time =3 I don't get much time online anyways and I spend what I d

So my parents are getting seperated and my mother is going to buy another house and so me and my sister are going to end up being on a routine, moving from one house to the next and back again, neither being our "home". And so it'll be that way until -I- move out. In years to come... It's not like it came as a shock to me. I've had a lot of bad dreams about them living in different places. Apparently they've been talking about this for ages. We only found out today. I guess after the two years needed before they can get divorced, they won't have anything to do with each other, apart from briefly meeting when we get picked up to go to the o

I'm not sure why but I haven't been able to sleep recently... A couple of days I woke up with blood all over my hands and face, though I forgot to mention it. Yesterday I simply couldn't sleep at all. I woke up and lay awake for hours, awaiting the sunrise. Then I was like Great... and I have SATs to do this morning... -_- Pretty green eyes So full of wonder and despair It's alright to cry I'll be there to wipe your tears. And in your arms Together we're in paradise And it's so nice, You'll never have to be alone. ^Ultrabeat: Pretty Green Eyes. And I've wondering what's been inspiring me lately as both my muses have gone and my head